My Transformation Journey

There is a loneliness too great for words, an isolation too painful to feel. And it is buried so deep that no one can see it. I have procrastinated on writing my story for so long...

I believe it started by not being wanted... but it became an outer confirmation at the age of 3. My parents moved to India December 1964 household, older sister and all... A few months later, I was placed into kindergarten.

The only white child in town at the time made me stick out of the crowd. I did not speak or understand a word of any language other than German. I did not obey, because I did not understand, and the other kids followed my example, because no one wanted to get back to the classroom after play break.

Finally, my teacher stood me up in front of the other children. The entire group. And holding me firmly by the shoulders, facing them, she instructed them not to play with me. Reason being, I was a Nazi child and a bad influence.

No one knew what that actually meant, least of all me, but we all understood that there was something intangible that was very wrong with me. I was separated from the others during break, and they would be scolded if they played with me.

I was different. Bigger than the others my age, white skinned, and German. And I formed the belief that there was something terribly wrong with me. I became rebellious, and had no friends.

I grew up without a mirror till I was 19, avoiding looking at my face that I found ugly and repulsive. Later I was told by a classmate in passing, that they had made a game of making me blush by telling me I was ugly when I would walk into school. It was a harmless game to them, and it became a belief to me.

Today, I see that I became the empathetic, multilingual (7 languages), self-sufficient, and successful woman with a gift for uplifting others thanks to my past challenges.

My journey to loving myself and believing in myself really started when I invested in myself and joined the Proctor Gallagher Institute to become a consultant and a mindset coach. Shifting old beliefs about myself and replacing them with beliefs of my choosing, my truths, has turned my life around.

I have found confidence in recognizing my divine heritage, my true Self which is an extension of Source Energy and leaning into my amazing, unique Spirit Being that has grown through all of my life's experiences.

My mentor Bob Proctor always said: "You will never be a victim of any sort again!" And he leads you to success through the paradigm shifting education in 'Thinking into Results'...

If you are someone who feels the need to prove yourself. If your driving force is pain and frustration of not belonging- get in touch!

Because you can X times your life's results by moving from pain to joy and expansion!

Spirit in you is always for expansion and fuller expression!

If this resonates with you, I would be happy to hear from you!

Look at the 13 year old version of me! Can you believe I hated this face? This is what internalized false beliefs can do to you!

Let's shift them together! DM me!